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Heh... well, I didn't work on Off Limits at all yesterday. I should've, but I didn't. Oh well...

I want to read fanfiction. I'm out of things to read... I think I'll go check out the Fruits Basket stuff. See what's up there. Even though I haven't seen anything indicating toward a good pairing with Shigure yet... I'll check out some Kyou/Yuki, maybe.

Couldn't hurt.

My stupid boyfriend was a moron last night. Without meaning to be. He's moving too fast for me, emotionally. We have only been dating for six months! I don't want to hear that you think you love me!

Argh.

Anyway, I think I'll watch more episodes of Fruits Basket. I've managed to download up to episode 12 - and I'll only need up to 13, assuming I ever get a reply to that order request. I can't order until I get a reply...

I wanna order!

Stupid order people. If they don't answer me this morning, I'm sending another request in.

I still have candy and chips from the movie on Friday. If I can save them long enough, I'll bring them to work. Mmm... candy and chips... Heh. I don't think it'd be a safe bet to say they'll last.

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My stupid boyfriend was a moron last night. Without meaning to be. He's moving too fast for me, emotionally. We have only been dating for six months! I don't want to hear that you think you love me!

Mine thought he was in love with me after six DAYS. >< The sad part was, I was on the rebound after having had my heart broken already, so I said the same thing just because a) he was a boy b) telling me he loved me and c) I didn't know what else to do, and I put myself through three months of hell because I didn't want to hurt his feelings. Thank goodness I grew a spine. I shudder to think what situation I'd be in had I stayed with him. At least you don't have the same syndrome I did (the "If he says he loves me I have to say I love him back!" syndrome) but I was just a pathetic high school girl with low self esteem anyways. :P

I told myself when I started dating that I'd never, EVER let myself be guilt-tripped into anything. I was quite clear when I told Jer that I want to take this slow... The reason I can forgive him for constantly trying to move faster is because I can tell he's really nervous and not sure what how to proceed.

Basically, I just told him that this was too sudden for me and that I was uncomfortable with it. If he really *does* love me or even likes me a lot, I know that he understands. He asked me to forget he said that, so it's all right.

I just wish he hadn't said it. *makes a face*

You're much more mature about it than I was. Go you. n_n

Heh. Well, if you were in high school, I'm also older than you were. ^^;; I think that if I were still in high school, I might have made more stupid mistakes. But I was a loser back then and no one wanted to date me, so I guess I just got lucky. :)