silverthunder | (no subject)

Tonight is Return of the King... I can't say how much I'm looking forward to it - it's going to be absolutely fantastic!

I didn't get any work done on the Christmas fic yesterday... I was goofing off and doing other stuff. I'm going to try and work on it today, though... I want to finish it before Christmas, after all.

Um... also... Jeremy called last night, and it looks like we're breaking up. He's looking for more of an emotional commitment than I'm really ready to give at this point in my life. I'm only twenty-one, for crying out loud! I want to get out and see the world - do other things - before I think about settling down! He's only four years older, but I guess for him that's enough. Whatever.

Anyway, we're taking a break, and it's probably going to lead into breaking up. We've been dating for over a year, which seems like a lot right now, but I guess it's not really all that long... We didn't always get to see each other that often.

I was upset at first... but now I'm really not. I'm kind of glad that I'm going to be single again. No boyfriend, no commitment, no worrying about that. It's like freedom in a way.

I really don't think I'm ready for a serious relationship at this point in my life. I still feel like such a child. And I *like* being a child. I want it to continue as long as I can stretch it out for.

Plenty of time for other stuff later.

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I totally admire you, girl. You are one of the most intelligent women I know. I truly hope you keep that over the years. I am with you as far as remaining a child forever goes. Children are happy and they are not afraid to be themselves. Who would ever want to give that up? ^_^

*blush* Wow... thanks. I don't get called 'intelligent' very often. ^_^;; But it's nice to hear, especially coming from a friend.

I'm going to be a child for the rest of my life. :) I never want to give that up.