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Another exam today... I am very nervous, because I want to do well on this one. I *think* I know the stuff, and I enjoy the course... but is that good enough? I want to do *well*. I want to pass, darn it all!

So yeah... I'm leaving a bit earlier today, and I studied somewhat over the weekend - which is amazing for me. I'm going to do four more hours of review before the exam today.

I want to pass this course. I *know* I understand it. I can take the next course, I'm sure of it.

I just... really have to study.

If I pass only one course this term, I want it to be this one. Even though I know I'm doing kind of bad, I want to pull it off and manage that grade.

I guess we'll see.

Every college student's nightmare

Maybe not the *worst* nightmare... but a pretty bad one. It was a traumatizing experience, anyway.

Okay... turns out my exam was at nine this morning, not two this afternoon. I got there at ten. I was an hour late for my exam, and I had done very little studying.

My instructor was nice enough to allow me an extra hour to finish the exam, but I'm so *angry* with myself. I really liked the class - that was *my* class. The teacher was cool, the subject was interesting... I wanted to do well. I know I didn't do well *now*, and I'm so disappointed. I'm not as upset as I was, but I'm still very angry.

I knew enough to pass the exam. Whether or not I pass the course, we will soon see. I could have done *so* much better, though... I know I could've. I *knew* most of the things I screwed up on. I just needed to go over them again, and I would've got a really good mark on that exam.

I'm so bloody angry with myself right now, it's not even funny. I'm going to go do something relaxing for a bit and try to calm down.

I am... post-happy!

Look what I made... pretty, hm?

LiveJournal Trading Cards Free Account Edition silverthunder User Number: 592721 Date Created:2002-06-13 Number of Posts: 607 Aphrael aka Silver Thunder aka Kelly Moon (if you want to get *technical*) is a crazy fangirl who likes to write yaoi fics and pair off cute anime boys. Digimon was her first anime and will always have an extra special place in her heart, but she loves other anime as well. Strengths: Usually happy, friendly, silly, likes laughing and making other people laugh Weaknesses: Forgetful, procrastinates too much, hypocritical at times, complains a lot Special Skills: Making silly episode summaries, slashing cute anime boys, coming up with crazy scenarios Weapons: The will and ability to kick any attackers in sensitive places if necessary, yaoi pics to freak out homophobes with, naughty gay thoughts to be used when forced to visit churches Top Five Anime: Digimon, Gundam Wing, Weiss Kreuz, Yami no Matsuei, Sorcerous Stabber Orphen

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And, for those who like quotes... Here's the list I made while watching my tapes with all the episodes of Digimon Tamers. Actually, if you're looking for amusing lines, the Digimon dub is one of the best things to search through. They've got all kinds of amusing things mixed in there.

( Digimon Tamers Quotes )

I feel much, much better now.