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I've hit another block with my writing. I think it's probably because I'm working on the more intimate stuff - I always seem to have problems with that. It frustrates me.

Ah well.

I also saw V last night - she just graduated, so she was emotional. I think I disappointed because I wasn't. I couldn't bring myself to be. I don't want to think about the fact that next year, she won't be here. And she said that she might not come back next summer, either...

I'm going to cry. I *will* cry, when she leaves. It sucks when a friend goes far away.

Next year is going to be lonely.