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My sister left this morning.

My sister. Left. This morning.

She went to Sacramento. She's going to university there. She got a full scholarship to play basketball on their team. She's not coming back. She's driving to Vancouver and catching a plane there, and she's not coming back until Christmas.

I said goodbye to her at the door in my pajamas. My other two sister were there, too, and we all gave her a hug and said goodbye. Then one of my sisters starting crying, and we all starting crying, and... I'm crying right now because I'm thinking about it! I can't believe she's gone!

We went upstairs to sit down and one of my sisters said "No more triplets" and I thought it was just so... I don't know... It just hasn't hit me before this - I knew she was leaving, but now that she's gone... it just seems so final. It must be worse for the other two, though... they're triplets, they've never been apart like this.

I don't want her to be gone...